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The United States of America?

The United States of America?

November 18, 2024 By Rich Siegel

The United 747 airliner was pushing hard into a strong head wind of the friendly skies preparing to make its landing in the turbulent Florida night. Tomorrow was being dubbed as America’s most decisive election since the days of “Honest Abe” making his reputation as the country’s greatest unifier. For the last several years political division amongst family, friends , and partners is at a level that was not recognizable in past generations. We’ve always had our heated and violent political disagreements,  but nothing like the hate and labeling we have experienced in these past three presidential cycles. Through the storm clouds and howling winds an eerie quiet fell upon the tube in the air as its passengers braced for the landing. In less than 24 hours Americans were going to decide on something they had the chance to do 60 times prior, who was going to lead this nation forward in possibly its darkest time and become the 47th President of the United States. America’s decrypted two-party political system is waging Civil War with an intensity in politics that has reached unprecedented levels.  Each side was predicting “the end of democracy” if the other side prevailed. Both leading candidates were convinced that if their opponents won it would be America’s last election. The polls were opening in 12 hours and the mood aboard the deplaning jetliner was the kind of anxiousness that you get when you know tomorrow the results of your final exam are going to read for all to hear.  The pollsters, once again, were selling a very close race that was unlikely to be wrapped up on election night.

The political landscape in America the last ten years has been raging a war filled with division, chaos, and hate. Both sides of the American divide are expert at projecting onto each other the sins of themselves. The two-party system, that has both been the glue and the grease of our political make-up is now dangling on the ropes. Republicans and Democrats are unrecognizable from the pictures drawn in the history books. The Republicans who support former President Donald Trump have been labeled by their opponents as racists, misogynists, and even Nazis. In kind, the Republicans have donned their donkey foes as big government globalists, warmongers, and even communists. The divide runs deep and dark. The major issues of the day haven’t changed only the heightened accusations by the evil forces of the opposing sides. The specific issues are no different then they have been throughout the jaded history of the United States: Inflation, Immigration, Isolationism vs Intervention, Globalism vs Nationalism. Do you support the Green New Deal, or do you call it the Green New Scam? The current administration is just completing its four-year run as leader of the free world by calculatingly allowing over 10,000,000 undocumented and unvetted illegal immigrants across a wide-open border.  Their main opposition party promised immediate mass deportation if they get back the keys to the country. As the plane touched down in South Florida the day before the most important election of the last two centuries, the air was unsettling, like the calm before the first shot is fired.

On election day 2024, West Palm Beach Florida was breezy and cloudy with an occasional mist carried by the gusts of a pesky wind. It is way past time for America to start healing its wounds that are now hemorrhaging. The results of today’s election were going to send a clear signal, or possibly make the waters even mirkier. After today America was going to have to find a way to accept the results no matter which lever they pulled. It will have to be a time of reconciliation and reconstruction, or the great experiment that has been so successful the last 250 years will die. The voices on social media were busy making their predictions and their idle threats: “If Trump wins, I am leaving the country.” screamed Hollywood’s elite. “If Harris wins America will be changing her name to China,” exalted the extreme Magas. The two candidates are opposites, maybe more so then any two candidates in presidential history. One was the former President, who after losing his first bid to retain the White House, led what seemed likely to be his political funeral in Washington D.C. on Jan 6th, 2021. His opponent is the current Vice President of the United States who was anointed to the ticket without receiving a single vote in a state primary. One was supposedly a convicted felon, election denier, he was impeached twice and has been hit by an assassin’s bullet. It was not until mid-July that the Dems decided to replace the top of the ticket. Vice President Kamala Harris picked up the mantle for the cognitively failing President Biden. Trump’s opponent had already positioned herself as a failed pol who was obviously was a puppet of an already failed DNC agenda. These were the two choices America faced on a day when Americans would decide which way the world’s axis was going to turn.

The roller coaster ride that is American politics reached its zenith nine years ago when Donald Trump glided down the long elevator in his Manhattan fortress, announcing: “I am a candidate for President of the United States.” He shocked the world immediately, although not securing the popular vote, he was able to pass the 270 threshold for electoral votes to become the 45th President of the United States. From the day Trump slid down from atop Trump Tower he was under nonstop siege from all angles. “He’s a Russian agent, he’s a dictator, he’s a criminal,” cried the entire mainstream media. He was burdened during his first term with two impeachments, a pandemic, and an institutional deep state that didn’t want him at the party. Trump would eventually lose his attempt at re-election to a long time Washington D.C. insider. His opponent in that 2020 election was President Joe Biden, who barely campaigned and had already started into a personal cognitive decline for those who cared to look. It became more and more evident throughout his Presidency that Biden was an empty vessel controlled by the far-left globalists at the command of Barrack Obama and Nancy Pelosi. The real estate magnate, and reality T.V. star had dipped his feet into the swamp of politics and nearly was drowned in the quicksand. Trump was the dark knight of a populist movement that was calling out the CIA, the FBI, and the Department of Justice as inefficient and corrupt. As the 2024 election approached Trump had survived the constant assaults and decisively was handed victory in the 2024 Republican primary. The democrats on the other hand went into full coup d’etat mode after Biden was exposed as a feeble old man in the June Presidential debate. Without a primary or garnishing a single vote Kamala Harris was picked, by who knows, probably the Obama’s to be the democrats “to save Democracy from the Nazi that is Donald Trump.”

In the early returns on election night Kamala Harris seemed to be leading in all seven swing states. This would turn out to be the last grasp for a democratic party that was soon going to be read a verdict that was going to leave a deeper wound in their belly then the dagger Trump plunged into them in 2016. By the time morning came, the day after all the ballots were closed, Donald Trump had emerged as America’s new Caesar. The man his enemies tried to pigeonhole as Adolf Hitler secured the most dramatic comeback victory ever in American politics. By the time the counting was done he had secured 312 electoral votes, he won the popular vote by over three million and won all seven of the critical swing states ( Nevada, Arizona, Pennsylvania, Michigan, Wisconsin, North Carolina, and Georgia). The people had spoken loud and clear. They overwhelmingly elected the man with all the felony convictions, the man who was impeached twice, the man who has been labeled a Russian asset, and the man who the mainstream media said would name himself dictator for life. What all this says about the American electorate is something that will be studied for as long as there are political scientists. No matter which side of the fight you were on the facts and the results are in. Donald Trump was decisively elected the 47th President of the United States of America leaving no doubt that the far-left mantras of a woke and weak government were going to get some trimming and body work done. The good news for the country’s sake is the fact the vote was clean and decided within 24 hours of the voting booths closing.

The United Jet was lifting into the Fort Lauderdale night heading back to New York. The election was almost a week behind and the calm in the air was palpable. For the past several decades we have heard cries of despair from all corners of America in reference to our institutions. There has been plenty of “wanting” from the two once powerful machines that are the democratic and republican parties . Two diametrically polarized meteors have had their biggest collision in all their years of battle. The democrats spent over one billion dollars in a hope that they could finally have the big gov’t control they have been foaming over for so long.  The new populist Magas (new republicans) wanted a return to family values, and a more nationalized constitutional republic on the top of their wish list. The New York skyline was in the direct sight of the passengers as the big bird gently touched down. All the wanting was over,  a decision had been made. The American electorate has had enough of the “Big Machine”  helping others before helping ourselves. Five days earlier Donald Trump secured the greatest comeback victory in American political history. To the victors go the spoils, which will include a major power shift from the federal bureaucracy to the individual state and local jurisdictions. As the plane’s wheels hit the ground at the John F. Kennedy Long Island Airport the young lady seated in the middle seat opened her eyes. “We’re already on the ground?” she asked. The older gentleman, now standing in the aisle, paused soaking in the moment. ‘We’re back in New York, where hopefully the healing begins.’

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Yankees/Dodgers: Revenge of ‘Da Bums’

Yankees/Dodgers: Revenge of ‘Da Bums’

November 4, 2024 By Rich Siegel

It was way back in 1955 that the Brooklyn Dodgers defeated the New York Yankees in a seven game World Series to finally break through and win The Dodger’s first of eight championship titles. It was the Dodgers of Pee Wee Reese, Jackie Robinson, Duke Snyder, and Gil Hodges to name a few. That year it took a Robinson theft of home plate and a two hitter by Johnny Podres in game seven to deny the Yankees their fifth consecutive series win over the “Da Brooklyn Bums” of Ebbets Field. In ancient history New York had three baseball teams, and California had none. The New York Baseball Giants, the New York Yankees and the Brooklyn Dodgers shared the big apple in a golden era of professional hard ball.  The centerfielders on those three teams were bigger than the city that engulfed them. The Giants had “The Say Hey Kid” (Willie Mays), the Yankees had “The Mick’ (Mickey Mantle) and Brooklyn had “The Duke” (Duke Synder). With Willie, Mickey and Duke playing Broadway simultaneously the fight for number one in the world went through New York City’s centerfield. By the time the early 1960’s came around the Giants and the Dodgers caught trains for the west coast, leaving the vaunted Yankees, and all their championships alone atop the throne of not only New York but of the entire baseball world.  Although, a few years later the New York Metropolitans would valiantly attempt to fill the void of the abandoned Giant and Dodger fans but the intensity of the rivalries for the heart of New York would be a thing of the past. Yet here we were 60 years later with the New York Yankees and the Los Angeles Dodgers punching their tickets one more time for entry into the fall classic. In the world of sports in 2024 the two titans of corporate athletics were squaring off in the sunshine of all the long-ago Octobers.

All the juices of Big Pharma, all the money of major league baseball, and all the followers of “East Coast vs. West Coast” were getting set for the match-up containing a large orgasmic punch. The big boys, whose organizations have combined for 63 world series appearances, were going to go back and forth between two shores to figure out which team had gotten the biggest bang for the millions of bucks spent. The two well oiled machines of professional baseball had a combined annual payroll of $551,000,000. In today’s hyperextended marketing blitz of paying mega dollars for mega stars the Yankees and the Dodgers were the most anxious to pay for the glitter. In terms of pure numbers, the Yankees have owned the Dodger rivalry with 27 championships, compared to the Dodgers eight. The two teams have now met 12 times in the October spectacle with the Yankees winning eight times and the Dodgers four. In 2024 all that history was coming together one more time. They both had the best records in their respective leagues during the regular season, and they each have passionate fan bases claiming to be the biggest, strongest, and loudest. Bothh the Dodgers and the Yankees are represented by the two biggest stars of their sport. Shohei Ohtani, the 30-year Japanese phenom, in his first year in Los Angeles hit 54 home runs and for sure will be the National League’s Most Valuable player. He stands six foot four and weighs 210 pounds. In the other dugout was the Yankee captain Aaron Judge, the Yankee version of Godzilla in uniform, the likely MVP of the American league with 58 homers during the regular season. His “Honor” is six foot seven and weighs 280 pounds. Last Saturday night at Dodger Stadium we got to go all the way back and remember. All the way back to Berra, and Mantle, and Ford, taking on the “da bums” (Reese, Snyder, and Robinson). Once again, the Yankees and the Dodgers were fighting for all the bragging rights of their team’s legacies.

In 1955 the Dodger organization won their first and only world championship as the Brooklyn Dodgers. Johnny Podres pitched a two hitter, in the house that Babe Ruth built, against a Casey Stengel managed Bomber team. Although that game is still the most celebrated in Dodger history,  the boys of powdered blue went on to win seven fall classics including three against their coastal enemies. The teams have met 12 times in October, by far the most of any two teams in baseball with the Yankees claiming eight and now the Dodgers four. In the 1940’s and1950’s the Yankees piled up the receipts. Seemingly every season the Dodger fans (“Da Bums”) were leaving the Ebbets Fields bleachers crying “wait till next year.” Shortly after, the boys from Brooklyn broke the dam and won it all in 55. Their owner, Walter O’Malley, announced he was moving the team to the left coast. For the Brooklyn Dodger fan this edict was synonymous with a death notice. “I still haven’t gotten over it,” my father would repeat to me numerous times during our outings to Shea Stadium to watch the lovable losers that are the New York Mets. My Dad took on the Mets on after the messy divorce, but the Mets could never fill his empty heart like “dem Brooklyn bums” of his youth. As the decades passed the two franchises separated themselves from the small market teams via massive spending in the evolving free agency market. Since the boys in blue moved to L.A. the rivalry may have simmered but the hate the old Dodger fans have for the Yanks has only become more intense. Today, in 2024, the two teams are at the top of the charts with the biggest stars money can buy.

Last Friday night the Californian weather at Chavez Ravine Stadium brought out all of Hollywood shiniest heroes to be seen with the “in” crowd at today’s modern-day Colosseum. In the dazzling sunshine of Southern California, the two organizations highest paid gladiators were prancing on the green grass preparing for the show. The Dodger’s Ohtani, the sultan of swing, and Aaron ‘all rise” Judge were shaking hands with their corporate bosses before going to battle. The atmosphere may have been missing the backdrop of the Brooklyn Bridge, but in the Los Angeles hills you could feel the ghosts of the great Yankee teams chasing Da Bums into the open.

Before the first pitch was thrown, west coast rapper “Ice Cube” came out from behind the center field wall wailing his street creed that panders to this new generation of California dreaming. The days of Kate Smith or Sinatra with a mic in hand and crooning to us are long gone. Now it’s a bunch of crotch grabbing hip hoppers on both sides of America. When the game began it was Mookie Bets, Yoshinobu Yamamoto, and Freddie Freeman sending an early message to any of the Yankee’s swagger that this was 2024 not 1954. In game one Freeman did his best Kirk Gibson imitation floating his way around the bases inside Dodger Stadium just past midnight, New York time. Freeman’s bottom of the tenth inning come from behind walk off grand slam was the biggest shot ever fired at the Yankees’ legacy. “What goes around comes around,“ is an old wise saying. As Freeman jumped on home plate into a throng of powdered blue, Mantle, Martin and Ford were seen leaving one of heaven’s hottest night clubs shaking their heads in disbelief.

Down two games to zero the Yankees dragged their scolded butts back to the city that never sleeps hoping to find some of that “Bronx Bomber magic” to deliver to the fans inside the “house that Babe Ruth built”. Before game three the Yankees introduced their own form of New York rap to their pregame which turned out to be a chilling precursor to the disastrous performance the Yanks were about to present. In the top of the Dodger first Freddie Freeman was once again rounding the bases after sending Clarke Schmidt’s fastball over the short right field porch. After the first inning the Dodgers never looked back and held on to a relatively easy 4-2 victory and a 3-0 lead in the series. The Yankees salvaged a sliver of pride and avoided a sweep in game four with an 11-4 victory. “That was just a jab,” the Yankee fans boasted on Facebook. “Another jab to the ribs tomorrow and then back to L.A. to launch a couple of upper cuts.” Fans are allowed to dream but are destined to feel the pain of reality that goes along with thinking the name on the uniform will get you through it. In late October 2024, the New York Yankees took to the field determined to throw one more jab on their home turf and head back to the land of angels to throw the knockout punches on the greatest comeback in history of the World Series.

The New York Yankees took to the field last Wednesday night hoping to give their fans the kind of memories their dads had given them, and their grandfather’s had given their dad’s. Memories of Don Larson’s perfect game, or Yogi Berra jumping up and down at home plate after Jackie Robinson supposedly slid in under the tag.

Da Bums of Brooklyn hated their crosstown rivals with a unique passion. The Yankees were the cool kids the Dodgers and their fans never wanted to be like. It was always sad when I was a kid, listening to my dad, the tough kid of the Brooklyn streets lamenting on his deep-rooted hatred of the Yankees.” It got to the point where the Yankees losing made me happier than the Dodgers winning.”  I couldn’t help but to think about my dad as I was watching game four Wednesday night at Yankee Stadium. When Aaron Judge dropped a routine fly, and then Soto through it in the dirt, and then Gerrit Cole forgot to cover first, all the dodgers’ demons, all the voodoo spells held over them over all these years dissipated along with the Yankee five run lead. The Dodgers won game five 7-6 for their eighth-world championship. They were returning to what Tommy Lasorda called ‘blue heaven on earth” not to play game six but to celebrate the conquering of an old nemesis. Sports rivalries run deep, none with any more passion than Yankees/Dodgers. This year the narrative of the continuing battle took a hard turn. Da Bums of Brooklyn’s laughter could be heard From The Brooklyn Bridge through the high rolling Hollywood Hills.

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When We Were Young: Remembering Ms. VanKleeck

When We Were Young: Remembering Ms. VanKleeck

October 11, 2024 By Rich Siegel

I read the news today, oh boy, America is once again fighting its scripted wars. Our social media streams, for several years now, are filled with false narratives and cries of the coming dooms day. The journalists of this country will find it hard to be trusted ever again. In today’s America it is completely up to the individual to filter their way through the lies that have been dished upon us. The only time I look in the local rags are for the obituaries, or the police beat, to see how many old running mates continue to buck authority. The names of those who have passed are our only touch with reality in an era when mass media in America is simply the voice of a huge expansive government that is doing everything in its power to leave the American dream in the dust. As I check the obits daily, I check first to make sure myself, or any relatives names appear, and then scan for friends of my parents, or mentors from my past. When I do recognize a name that has a deep-rooted connection, I take a long pause before taking myself back to a time when my world was filled with innocence . To a place where my neighbors, teachers, the community I lived at was a special protective bubble. Glancing through the bereavement section last week I saw the name of my seventh-grade math teacher at New Paltz Middle School: (Janis Vankleek Witz 1940-2024. Ms. VanKleeck was a dedicated teacher, lived directly across from the school, had two lovely daughters, a son, later a stepson and grandchildren. Janis’s maiden name was Shand, and she had graduated from the same school district she ended up spending her teaching career in. It was exactly 52 years ago that she was 32 and I was a 12-year-old, who teachers like Ms. Vankleek made me feel like I was part of a safe and loving family as I strode proudly down the halls of my Middle School.

In those days life came at me like a blue October day with the leaves at their peak. Math was by far my brightest subject. No matter the class, if you were trying to find me, you had to look deep into the row of chairs to catch a glimpse of me sinking low. The adage that “the best students are in the front” was accurate at New Paltz Middle School. The resistive scholar in me was doing everything in his power to separate from the “machine” which is our public-school system. Second row from the back was the best place for note passing and flirting with who ever was placed near to me on the seating chart. “And if I can’t find my way back home, it just wouldn’t be fair, cause precious and few are the moments we two can share,” myself and Christine Yeaple were discussing how much we loved the new top 40 hit as Ms. VanKleeck faithfully droned on about carrying numbers. “Being with you is a feeling I just can’t compare”. At the ripe old age of 12, only a year away from turning into an angry young man, I was holding on to the glorious world of youth and innocence inside the bubble of a stable village. It was a time I trusted my teachers and the community itself to have all our interests as the number one priority. In Ms. Vankleek’s math class I remember my mind being primarily on Christine. “Richard could you please stop distracting everyone around you.” The back of the room was where I could conduct all personal business and garner the best positioning to attract the attention of at least one victim.

The year was 1972, I was a young boy on the edge of puberty, and all the quirkiness that goes with it. It was the beginning of the real life that was ahead and unknowingly the end of my freedom from guilt. Growing up in a small hamlet the teachers in the public schools became the models you built your own foundation upon. Each teacher seemed larger than life. They weren’t people with their own lives, they were there to do the urgent task of preparing the next generations. Not until I became a teacher myself, did appreciate that our teachers were normal humans, with all the pandemonium and craziness in their lives as anybody else. In the seventh grade I had a team of teachers that have now since passed. Al Beard, a great English teacher who should have been a college professor. Bob Feldt my history teacher who was a wonderfully principled man. Denise Huede and Eileen Falkner, two French teachers who were both quintessential educators. Mrs. Martin was the “old school” science teacher. Jon Wirth my football and basketball coach, a conflicted man who seemed to be on a collision course for an early death. When I read the news of Ms. Vankleek passing it evoked all the sweet emotions and dreams of my magical youth in the bosom of a community that I trusted. The amazing mentors of the past who literally shaped and influenced thousands of kids who passed through the halls of New Paltz Middle School. Back in 1972 teachers stood at the doorway as students entered. Everyday eye contact and a comment, or two, built bonds that would last throughout the years. It felt like students and their teachers were in it together. There was little talk of politics. It was all about learning the subject that was being taught. It was the time of our lives when we were all only beginning to discover the things that made life worth living.

The connections we make with the mentors of our youth are life altering. Sitting in Ms. Vankleek’s class in seventh grade math I was at the pinnacle of guiltlessness priming for the fall back to reality. All things were within the realm of possibilities, and I could not yet forecast any of the obstacles that would shortly be in my way. Our teacher’s made it comforting to dream our dreams in our small hamlet in the safety of solid mentors, as we came of age. The small box contained everything in the entire world, there wasn’t much of an outside existence apart from, maybe, Kingston or Wallkill. At the age of 12 I had three priorities: fitting in, the record of my current team at the time, and the songs on the radio. It was a shivering February day back in 1972 that I was reminded I was just one kid in the back of a filled classroom. I was seated in my usual spot for eighth period with Ms. Vankleek. I remember in her class having an aura of confidence in myself that would be lost in my teen years. Myself, and my backcourt mate, Eric Ackerly, would sit and wait for our teacher to turn her back to the class and then started passing secret documents back and forth, along with a faint whisper: ‘Ack, did you see the new girl, I hear she’s the daughter of a preacher man,’ I announced having just seen her heading towards Mr. Hochreiter’s room. “Yes, I did” he said far too loud. “We got no shot, she’s already hanging with the upperclassmen,” Ms. Vankleek was doing new Math on the board when she abruptly turned about face. “That’s it, you two in the back, out, head on down to Mr. Barberio’s office.” We looked at each other with a slight smirk and headed for the door.

Ms. Vankleek was the kind of teacher that you trusted. She could be an understanding listener and a firm enough task master. Like most teachers in my youth their interest in me went beyond long division or pronunciation. “Good game yesterday, said the my dynamic math teacher, who was not one of the teachers who enjoyed snuggling up to the “jocks”. ‘Thanks,’ said the guy who loved the attention until he got some. I was a very little guy in a very little town, but I was smack in the middle of what I thought was the biggest arena in the world. Inside my fiefdom I was the master of the universe. In reflective moments I can finally make some sense of the past. I understand my teachers were the compass that I followed through the forest of adolescence. Teachers like Janis Vankleek made the playing field level, we all felt free to run with open fields ahead of us. For myself that first year as a seventh grader at New Paltz Middle school was as exhilarating as any time in my life. Puberty had not arrived and the emotional pain of being a teenager was still on the backburner. Everybody knew my name, I felt accepted, I had close teammates and close friends. I got invited to the cool parties of the hottest cliques. It always seemed like we were protected in our

beliefs and our personalities. Looking back, it was the end of a great shamelessness that would completely leave me by the time I was a ninth grader.

In the end we hit the teenage years and spinning a bottle gets so much more complicated. We can remember, we can appreciate, but we never can go back to those precious and few moments we experienced in a tight home-grown community. “And if I can’t find way back home it just wouldn’t be fair.” Yes, youth is lost on the young, but as we get older, we come to understand this is a necessity. Those glorious days of youth are the opportunity to build solid foundations that will become our rock throughout life. Sometimes the echoes of the music, of the friends, and of my childhood mentors stay with me like the baby blanket I hung on to through college. Well into my sixties now, I am awed at how vivid my memories are of a time in my life when my reality had everything to do with the events of my day and nothing else. For approximately the last decade, I routinely check the obits knowing that the inevitable discovery of the names that made a difference will hit your soul.  On each occasion the news is painful to digest, and in most cases, it triggers a flow of sweet memories. I hadn’t thought of my Seventh-grade math teacher in 50 years. Janis Vankleek taught for 30 years in the same public school she attended. She raised her family in the same hamlet, went to the same churches, shopped in the same stores, and every day she stood at her classroom doorway making sure all of her students were recognized with dignity. Without being cognizant our teachers become a part of us. Rest in peace Ms. VanKleek. 

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When September Comes

When September Comes

September 18, 2024 By Rich Siegel

The sun had moved three holes to the south and was setting in a hurry. In the United States of America, it was Labor Day 2024. Not officially, yet emotionally, another summer was in the books. The signs of the seasonal transitions were unfolding right in front of him, and he was reminded that the earth continues to rotate like it has for billions of years. The workers were throwing the cover over the pool in the backdrop of twilight. The spattering of golfers was still swinging at the little white ball, squeezing every drop out of summer’s sweet, but limited, juice. The singing peepers of August peak in early September with their loudest calls as the alluring stillness of the early fall dusk hung soft and low catching stardust. Labor day represents so much to the American psyche. The celebration of American Labor Unions and workers was the intent of the national holiday created by congress in 1872. The holiday has morphed into a day all children dread: the end of long warm hazy days, and the beginning of the year’s work ahead. For himself Labor Days of recent years were mostly filled with a melancholy of a missed placed youth when he convinced himself to abandon ties to any responsibility.  Most of us want to hang on to the dream of summer as long as we can because we know summer is the coolest and smoothest in the season business. In many ways the beginning of September presents an internal signal to move southward and execute a transition.

When the September bells begin to ring, we are left with no more time for “what if’s”, it is time to muster thoughts of what is. Letting go of clanking skeletons is not a job for summer. We usually collect more distractions, then insist on clinging, then lamenting.  The days are getting longer as our memories get a bit shinier and lucid. We try to remember the kind of Septembers when we were winners in the seasons in the sun. The kind of Septembers when our dreams were still fresh and there was still plenty of room to dream new ones. While it is nice to remember we can’t forget to let go. Turning to autumn the questions we have let linger quickly get pushed out of the recesses of our mind and into the present. So, we go back to our lives after the long sun sets of the endless summer. We go back to school, to work, all the way back to all the machinations that somehow become the google search of how we define ourselves. The autumn is the time to push forward and let go of the travails, and the personal triumphs. “Nobody on the road,  nobody on the beach , the summer is out of reach.”  Don Henley, said it as well as I’ve heard, telling the story of the young man cruising the empty highway road, not looking back at what was just left behind. In today’s media’s maladies of cancel culture leaving your friends behind, both by decision and by natural causes, is a part of everyday routine . On life’s chapter of “letting go” September metaphors are much gentler than the frigid January’s stare through a pane window. There are many summers when your team is not charging for the pennant. There are summer’s you didn’t catch the girl, or the perfect wave. There are the summers your best friend moves never to be seen again.  In this era of e-mail, social internet contact, and the constant reacquaintance s of “old”  friends,  we eventually learned why we had not been in contact for years.

Summer is the one season we don’t want to fade away. We appreciate the memories of past summers, and how they let us remember those moments we were at our best. That first Sunday after the traditional Labor Day Weekend Show the model cars and the open convertibles flood the road showing signs that puts the past into perspective. Going back to school is on the minds of students everywhere, even the ones with degrees. We have a new season to start over and make our own movie, with ourselves as an improvement from our old stale character. In the math classes the algebra teacher is changing numbers into letters, while the history teacher drones on with a manipulated and coerced confession regarding stories of America’s glory. In the fall our psyche wants to take us back to long days and star filled nights. The fall waits for us to make another decision from the large bin of the options that remain. We try to hang on despite knowing the best route is to let it go. Whether it is letting go of a summer love, or the great trip from which we really didn’t want to return from, the autumn opens the door to adjustment and reflection. It is not just a seasonal change but the slow morphing of our souls that often coincides with the seasons of our lives. Fall has arguably the most spectacular color changes and temperature fluctuation of any of the seasons. The fall of our lives is when we blossom in soft twilight while subtlety preparing for the inevitable darkness.

The motorized car was making its way up the steep drive. Two weeks of total escape had come to an end, and he was ready to plan for the details of the next move. The approaching fall, for the first time, there was no school, no career,  and not a rationale in sight to not getting moving. In our conscious minds we keep going back to two places:  the comfort zone, or our drifting zone. It is pure human nature to drift back to a time when our tasks and aims weren’t as specific, when we didn’t understand that someday we would have to prove our worth to ourselves. Sometimes it takes a call from a friend. “Hey, what you got cooking,’ he wasn’t used to the phone’s ring these days because his machine was mostly on airplane mode. Or hiding in the drawer. “I haven’t seen anything from you in a while.  What are you working on?  Since the summer began, he had been negotiating a deal, the kind that requires a “tic for tat”, but he tried hard not to discuss his work until it was complete. ‘I had been thinking about a serious piece on education, or maybe just an opinion piece on the condition of America’s psyche. The summer is stuck in my head, it’s time to let go of this comfort zone I have settled into.’ There was no reply from the other side of the air but probably a sarcastic deep breath. There have been so many deals that we make with ourselves, and others, in this tumultuous ride of life. There is a time for plotting our paths towards a direction of something different. Once we’re ready to defeat procrastination it becomes time to execute. This fall was a crossroad filled with the appreciation of all that had gone before, but now it was time to leave it all behind. What was done was done and all that was left was where he still stood.

In the end I do believe we all have a purpose, although it is clear most people have no desire to acknowledge that fact. Isn’t it our responsibility to pursue a purpose? Or are we just living to get by.  There is only one person who can develop and understand your purpose. The Socratic philosophers debate the parameters of man’s individual purpose, but they do not argue that pursuit of meaning is the only road to a fulfilled life. Are you a teacher, a healer, a thinker, of maybe just a simple bloke only trying to get along?  Somewhere in the autumn air of the fall we pause and wonder.  It is about acceptance; “nothing last forever” and the practical realization that every summer dream does not have a fairy tale ending. If you can make it through the rainy days, you might find yourself alone in a place where you can attempt to make sense of what the trip has been all about. By deep middle age our road has been randomly traveled and the last act is playing out. Of course there is still time to change script, to develop a new character of our own creation. Then one bright day it is a clear blue September morning where the sky is so blue you forget the whole summer was anything but beautiful and perfect. What is left behind are all the broken parts that are left for us to mend. So September hoodwinks us into a false sense of security that summer will return and the other three seasons were simply filling insignificant space. But the appreciation is in still being in the game knowing how hard we played and that we earned one more glorious season.

A blink of the eye and it was September 11th 23 years later. The infamous day when loaded commercial airlines came out of the clear New York sky  acting as mass bombs setting off an inferno that historians will someday in the future declare as the trigger for World War III.  One moment we were all in the primes of our life and suddenly the safety of the American Dream was in doubt. Many of us were young and hungry becoming the masters of our own universe. The next moment young men and women were looking down from a 104-story towering inferno with only two options left for the short remainder of their lives: burn, or jump. The walk up the steps to the Sojourner Truth Library felt like a therapeutic stroll you take when you are in the beginning states of chasing your new dream. It was time for letting go of a past that we tend to cling so tightly to. The wiser can dry their eyes and accept the gifts of our youth are only there to borrow. At some point the chapter of transformation must end up with a sense of purpose, and it becomes a priority to execute that agenda we want to continue to remain relevant to ourselves. We dreamed our dreams; we made it through the rain, and we are left standing with the energy to write the final chapter.  We learn it is appropriate to kiss the summer goodbye and point us towards the fall. To a time in our lives when the September twilight paints the picture of what could be heaven. All of whatever it is we hang onto has already happened; It’s gone. Let it go.

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Back to Pine Bush

Back to Pine Bush

August 23, 2024 By Rich Siegel

Sunday afternoon had already arrived at the Tau Kappa Epsilon Frat House on the campus of Muhlenberg College. It was mid August and barely a creature was stirring. We were like leftovers from a Gatsby party sprawled on the couch with zero plans for today, let alone the future. We were freshly hatched college graduates with fancy degrees. We were unemployed and not in any big rush to seek out gainful employment. Two lost souls stuck together in Allentown Pennsylvania waiting for a sign. The girl spoke up from under her newspaper. “You’re from New Paltz, N.Y., right?” the young man on the sofa was barely awake. ‘Yeah, I heard of it.” The girl, a recent graduate of Cedar Crest College (an all-girls school also in Allentown Pa.) kicked him gently in the ribs. “Have you heard of Pine Bush, New York?” That second question got him to sit upright. ‘Yeah, it’s a little rural farm hamlet about 30 miles west of New Paltz. When I was in high school people in the scholastic sporting reaches called Pine Bush “a sleeping giant” because of how fast it was growing in enrollment?” They both sat up from their overextended malaise, for the first time in months I was directly facing my future, and that meant making a move off of the couch. The young lady started reading from the want ad section of The New York Times, “Wanted: High school history teacher, certified grades 7-12, and head varsity basketball coach. It was 42 years ago, and even in the present I can recall every detail of the day my life would take a direction I was meant to go. After a phone call back home, my car was loaded for what was going to turn into the first major move of my life and it was bringing me back to the Hudson Valley.

One week before I was comfortably stuck in “what am I am going to do with the rest of my life,” depression to being dressed in a suit and tie sitting in the principal’s office in Pine Bush New York. I was being closed by two old school educators (Ward Tice and John Shaughnessy). They were the High School Principal and the Athletic Director pitching me on what a wonderful future awaited me in the land of the Bushmen. Of the two senior educators in the room the principal seemed to be steeped in an over glowing optimism about the future in this land of farmers. “Pine Bush struggled in its early years of entry into the Orange County Athletic League, but we truly believe this district is a sleeping giant ready for a great awakening. We are looking for young ambitious educators ready to put roots down in the community and lead us to a dynasties in both academics and athletics. Ward Tice’s sales pitch was excellent, but he was sitting with a cynical, some claimed jaded young man. “I was checking the sports pages, I’ve noticed Pine Bush has not won a football, or a boys basketball game in two years (my dad told me after I told him I was on my way to Pine Bush). You guys had trouble in the smaller Ulster County League, now you’re playing the likes of Kingston, Newburgh, and Middletown.” The athletic director (John Shaughnessy) hadn’t said much up until now. “It won’t be easy, but with a redistricting plan that will bring a large Scotchtown student population, along with a commitment from our superintendent, there is no doubt we will be much more competitive very quickly. The administration has been charged with hiring hungry young, committed people to teach and coach that will lead us into the 1990’s as the “diamond in the rough” of the league.  It was August 15th , 1982 and, on that day, the self-proclaimed Ne’er-do-well came off the couch to be officially named an 11th and 12th grade history teacher, as well as the Varsity Basketball Coach of Pine Bush High School.

The day after labor day 1982 the hallways in the Pine Bush school district were breathing in the winds of change. The once rural farming village was engaged in a transformation that was visible in real time. The area just south of Pine Bush is called Scotchtown and it is a community that once had been encompassed in the Middletown school rolls but now were attending Pine Bush. Prior to the 1980s’ Pine Bush schools was 99% Caucasian in both its student and teacher population. With the movement of district lines, a large influx of what used to be Middletown students increased Pine Bush’s minority community to approximately15% during the 80’s and 90’s. The energy was palpably positive. Looking back there was a lot of good-natured sense as if a movie was being filmed:’ Farmers meet City slickers. The week before labor day I received a phone call (a few days after I had signed a contract) from Charles Moore the district’s new superintendent; “We had a last-minute candidate apply for the opening we have offered to you. He has experience coaching varsity, and I think he will be a great person to begin your career with. I would like you to consider an opening in the Circleville Middle school and Junior Varsity basketball coach. We are excited to have you as part of our team and I feel this position will be best in the long run for all those concerned.” For sure, the call was both a kick in the stomach along with it being a tremendous relief.

The only sounds in the gymnasium were the screeching of sneakers into the hardwood floor. “See the ball.”  “Get in your stance.” Sprint back,”  head basketball coach Jerry Leonardi’s screams could be heard over the sounds of heavy panting. The Bushmen hoop prospects were filled with desire, filled with hustle, filled with determination, but were a bit lacking in talent to compete against the big bad Orange County ballers. That first year in Pine bush we did not win a varsity basketball game, extending a losing streak on the hardwood to 40 games. Yet, during my first-year teaching in Circleville Middle School and coaching in the high school it was obvious that progress was being made towards surging forward ready to strike. By the time I was teaching in the high school (1984) Pine Bush was one year away from competing for the Orange County League Title in football, and the varsity basketball team made the sectionals for the first time in years finishing 12-8. In the hallways of the high school this new injection of diverse and open attitudes were welcomed in with open arms after a long-shaded past of racism and antisemitism. The new recipe was filled with pride, and a oneness throughout the entire district. By 1989 Pine Bush High had grown to over 2,000 students coming from Pine Bush, Circleville, Bloomingburg, Scotchtown, and Walker Valley.  The once lily-white school enrollment was urbanized and seemingly spiritually united. Academically, socially, and on the athletic fields the Bushmen were doing their best to leave behind a history of separation and discrimination.

Some stains are difficult to scrub. In the 1980’s and 90’s Pine Bush did the work, morphing into a true melting pot of critical learning, competitiveness, and togetherness.  The district had become the largest demographic school district in New York State. By the time, the 80’s were finished Pine Bush had established itself as a progressive bastion of a united community. It had the fresh face of a diverse student population, a young and ambitious faculty, and all of this began to manifest into successes on the athletic fields. Ward Tice and John Shaughnessy were right on that summer day 42 years ago when they spoke to the young man, they were getting ready to put in the game. “Pine Bush is a sleeping giant ready to rise.” I only made it five years in Pine Bush. It was the place I believed would be the beginning steppingstone to a long teaching and coaching legacy. My years in Pine Bush seem like a dream that I still can’t put my hands around how it all evaporated for myself so quickly.  No period of my life would be more filled with the feeling of  ‘I am doing the work I was born to do.’ It was like we were all in the fight against the rest, we were the underdogs, the lonesome losers ready to turn into the prince. I left teaching behind me in the fall of 1989 to pursue a life outside of the snug cocoon that had grown into the Pine Bush family. I was not cut out for 40 years of students coming and going and me standing still. The truth was, somewhere in a place of my confessions I was afflicted with the classic Peter-Pan Syndrome; extend my youth as long as I could.

The exit off Route 211, in the land of the malls that is Middletown, a brewery called Aspire was holding a reunion for all the classes and faculty that were responsible for being part of a sleeping giant’s awakening (all classes from 1980-2000). It wasn’t the Circleville Middle School I was looking for this time but a reunion of over 400 Pine Bush high alumni and faculty. I was going back to a magical place where it all started for me, the same place I walked away from in 1989 never intending to return. A place where I was my most vulnerable but filled with a youthful innocence dreaming of glory ahead. Those of us that were in Pine Bush in the 80’s felt like we were part of something that could only be felt by the up-and-coming warriors of the day. A spirted few of those Bushmen (led by Hillary Ingram) had rallied over 300 students and 30 former faculty members to come back home to check out the sleeping giants who had come through the years wide awake. The long-time stars of the Bush had returned to an unlikely gathering of reminiscing of what it was like back then and what had become of all the heroes of our adolescence. The teachers were introduced above wild applause and cheers. The coaches and mentors like Tom Walraven, Dan Greenberg, Carla McLaud and Bob Bender, talked of the bonds and networks that led to the successful stories seen across the evening. We never know how it all turns out, but sometimes we get to go back and confirm that we were part of a special time and a special group of people. Back then my only plans were left to the hands of fate. An old girlfriend from Allentown, Pa. had helped me find my way back to the Hudson Valley that August morning as we were pleasantly wasting away a quiet Sunday afternoon. It turned out I would only be in Pine Bush a brief snippet of time, but in those tender years, I met by wife and future business partners whose influences kept me in the valley of my permanent home.

My limited stay in Pine Push had me feeling a bit awkward as I stood in front of the Aspire Brewing Company. ‘You sure you’re worthy?  So many Labor Days had come and gone, and another school year always waited. I went all the way back looking for the faces that would help bring back the past. “Is that you, Mr. Siegel?” said the young lady in the gold and purple blouse skirt combo posing as the cheerful greeter. “Who else could it be?” I asked with a long slow smile. Michelle Pound hadn’t changed much from the days of our first encounters back in the fall of 1982. Ms. Pound, now a 52-year-old kindergarten teacher, escorted me through the door into the land of backwards time. There were 400 former Bushmen, spanning four decades, spinning around a circle of four rooms. There were several opportunities to re-connect discovering how it all turned out. We went back to a place in time when all slippery obstacles were in our way, but we were ready to dodge them together.  We were the new kids on the block with attitude. Gary Hans was there, Walter Holmes, Carol Mitchell, Glenn Tolliver, kids who were 17 when their history teacher was 22.  Deep into the night the dance floor was filled with old friends who were coming together one more time. As Joe Pound did a “spot on” imitation of his very young teacher’s opening day rant out of 40 years prior my eyes turned to the disc jockey and master of ceremonies. Any teacher who had Jamal Battle as a student would not be likely to forget the experience. Through 42 years Jamal represented the spark that I witnessed ignite, back in a time and place before civilization. “Mr. Siegel, let me introduce you to my wife. Oh, I was a rowdy little student back in the day”  The man in the bow tie, the man with the tight cut, the man with a smile that is still percolating. ‘No Jamal, you were just leading a revolution.’  A teacher and a student who lived in the days Pine Bush turned into a giant hugged it out.

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Do You Know What You Want?

Do You Know What You Want?

August 12, 2024 By Rich Siegel

The main street bistro was bustling for a lazy mid-summer morning. The waitress barely gave a glance as she rushed by the man seated reading yesterday’s news, “do you know what you want,” she asked on the fly. In the moment he was stuck between the pancakes or the French toast but the tone of the server’s question “what do you want” got him thinking beyond diet. “I’ll take some serenity, with a side of enlightenment,” he whispered to himself before ordering French toast with a side of bacon. The waitress’s simple query of her trade had sent his mind spinning into philosophical exploration. “What do you want?” It is a basic question we should be asking ourselves every day, followed up with a practical response. The largest selling book in the history of the world, the Holy Bible, preaches to us: “ask and you shall receive”. That may hold true today with the French toast and bacon but not so much for the request for peace and fulfillment. He had read in one of Napolean Hill’s transformational books “to get what you want in life you needed to transcend ego and completely forego wantonness”. Sitting at breakfast, with a full day’s chores ahead, letting go of wanting seemed destructive.  The universal truth with humans is that after they have obtained what they want they immediately move on to their next desire. What if your mind became so still you were motionless and wanted for nothing. He started applying butter and syrup to his breakfast and peeked into the malaise of a life that would have him wanting for nothing.

After consuming an unhealthy breakfast, he was off to start putting a dent in the day’s “to do” list. The Sojourner Truth Library was his refuge on a steamy, sweltering summer’s day. ‘Who didn’t want to be outside or at a watering hole of any sort?’ he asked himself as he found his hiding space amongst the stacks. A mid aged woman was one of only a half a dozen people scattered amongst the vast palace of thoughtful silence. While others, on the outside, plotted summer moves there were a few choosing to get their stimulation inside surrounded by cool air and Candide. The two strangers remained focused on what was in front of them without contemplating another option. The bibliothèque was hovered in the kind of quiet that was not for those who find themselves to be easily distracted. Initiating conversation can be looked upon as a sign of rudeness, or worse a lack of tac. The State University college campus was closed for summer classes due to construction projects leaving the small smattering gathered alone with their endeavors. ‘Do you attend this college,’ was the first sound echoed in hours as he got up to depart. “No, I attended an out of state college years ago,  graduated in 2010. I am here working on various business projects. It turned out she was a seasoned writing coach and motivational speaker. ‘This is an exciting time to a writer, the man chirped in between listening to lines of her resume. Did you always have a clue as to what you wanted?’  She stared over several institutional manuals in front of her displaying a gracious spiritual smirk. “I figured out what I wanted a long time ago and I went and got it.”  Of course, like the words the fabled jazzman Joe Jackson so eloquently laid down over his saxophone: “You can’t get what you want, until you know what you want.”

The first thing we all want in life is our mommy’s love. Over the course of our lives, we converse, mostly to ourselves, in terms of what we want as we start developing into an adult. We want to be wealthy. We want to live in a glorious location and be embraced by throngs of distant admirers. In our youth we want for wealth and glory. We imagine once we have an abundance of those two, we can now pay any price, and justify all means, to get what we want. The first stage of our wanting is all about survival. Do we go to bed with a full tummy and a roof over our head? As children we want a fair chance with family, authority, and education. Below the broad scope of wants are the simple human drives of nourishment, sleep, and sex. We want a steak for dinner, we want Mrs. Smith to be our teacher, we want another person to fancy us, and we want to reciprocate. These are the obvious early wants and needs. We learned quickly that we get some of the things we want.  We get tired of familiarity and quickly set our sights on the next conquest. The young lady in the library was well past the stage of wanting dolls and lollipops for Christmas. “I was clear from my formative years that I was going to be a writer and a teacher of some sort. I wanted an independent career leaving the option for a family open, I still want both.” After that the choices come down to what career, which spouse, where do I live. A bit of terror creeps in ‘what if I live to be old and haven’t achieved what I wanted out of life? Is wanting so much, or dreaming so big, setting us up for personal disappointment. The last person you should ever want to let down is yourself.

The man packed up his thoughts and headed out into the July haze. As the sweat poured down his forehead, he headed to his car contemplating what had been took and what was left for the taking. “I knew what I wanted when I was a teenager, and I went and got it,” the young lady’s word still echoing in him. The young lady had convinced the old man that she was way ahead of him. When he was in his 20’s he was sure he wanted everything but doubted he was really looking for anything but an easy ride to the top. The dreams were of great material wealth, big houses, trophy girlfriend, and a whirl wind life full of fame and fortune. If we are fortunate enough to stay healthy and afloat we spend 35 prime years collecting and competing.  At 60, we have no choice but to ask ourselves how we did. Did we get what we wanted? What happens in this place that I was sure I would never accept: old age? The focus moves from specific collectible items to practical nonmaterial virtuosities . I want my family to thrive beyond myself. I want the world to become a better place. I want to leave something behind. The material things become less titillating in the older years, as we cast judgments upon our choices we made throughout our lives. Did we do justice to the hand we were dealt? How did we recover from the bad decisions we were able to admit as much. Later in life we can’t help but look around and ask ourselves ‘did I get what I wanted? Is there anything left?’ We alone get to evaluate ourselves on how we played the game within the rules we set for ourselves.

When we are coming of age, we are trepid about the future. Will we get what we want first has to become “what do I want.” In our formative years we position ourselves to make a mark. We are all big fish in our tight communities of the tender years. We eventually will morph into minnows flailing about in the ocean. For most, the big dreams of youth are eventually exposed by the reality of our insecurities to blend in. We dream big and wake up one day in our 60’s with the clock ticking away the final minutes. We cannot go back and change the score. We can only play what the board dictates in the present. The things we wanted have found their place into dusty scrapbooks and the report cards. All the pictures and letters are nothing more than delusional images of our well-honed narratives. There is little left beyond acceptance and recovery. Looking in the mirror and facing our personal reality has a wide range of affects which presumably is the reason people are not comfortable with introspection. Reaching back to retrieve your wish list can create massive depression “I’m not what I thought I could be,” is a humbling pill to swallow. To the contrary,  our reflections always present us with an opportunity to make changes at the spur of the moment. Either way it is vital that we keep turning the pages without dwelling on what we missed and focus on what we are set up to achieve. We can open the door to our own personal freedom, the kind where you find by letting go of the “if only”  heading untethered into tomorrow.

It was exactly a week later the man was back to the Sojourner Truth Library to finish a short story. How does our story come to an end making some sort of efficient point?  Would the young boy of his youth be content with the moment he had got to? As a survival mechanism humans tend to make past narratives suit their own heroic journey through life. It is out of necessity we learn to forgive ourselves with the promise of doing better tomorrow. The reality tells us the hourglass is headed for an end of our stories that is undetermined until it is. In the meantime, we can only be practical about where we are, from there we can continue to adjust our want list. The library was again creating the kind of silence that only an abandoned palace of study and critical thought could. We are alone with our dreams of yesterday and the evidence that is our lives in the present. We are in constant negotiation with ourselves for our moral souls. Our once upon a time requests turn into pleas for forgiveness. In the end all we have is here and right now, the circumstances we built to get to the moment we’re in. For himself there was still so much more to come, so many more stories to tell. Today, when he entered the bistro he didn’t wait for the waitress to ask him what he wanted’ ‘I’m ready to order , ‘I’ll have the French toast and bacon.’

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The Summer Knows

The Summer Knows

July 2, 2024 By Rich Siegel

It was that once upon a time moment that instantly connects us with all the wonder that lies ahead. On the first day of summer 2024 two young boys and an even younger girl were in their front lawn chasing fireflies against the rose-colored skies as dusk settled in. The beginning of summer, filled with the dreams of long days in the sun. The whimsical tales of splashing water, titillating sunsets, and shiny green baseball diamonds presented in cathedrals of the gods. The hope of a new, or first, love fills our heart before eventually breaking it. The fall will come faster than we want leaving us empty with only echoes to sustain us through the next three seasons. The summer will come again, leaving 90 days to repair the damage. The harder the winter of our lives staggers us the more we appreciate the summers of our coming of age. For the writer there is no better genre than summer stories of found and lost love. In the screenplay ‘Summer of 42’, (made into a movie in 1972) the main character Hermi (based on author Herman Raucher summer of 1942 on the Nantucket sound) was roughly the age of the boys’ chasing fireflies on the first night of the most magical season of them all. As the summer of 2024 began the youth of this day can still relate to Hermi as he weaved his way through the dizziness of a fresh summer. “Maybe this will be the summer I walk away with it all.”

Throughout the centuries the litterateur’s metaphorically bed all the seasons, but none with the same passion as the summer. Not because of the idyllic narrative we tend to create, but because of this higher level of sharp sensitivity that tingles our senses. While the winter of our memories are mostly of struggle and gloomy flashbacks of survival, the summer comes back to us as fields of gold and alluring star filled nights. The poignant views of past seasons in the sun are often connected to a song or a place. A lake, or a pool, and most prominently the ocean.

A ball game, a drive-in movie, and precious stolen moments with the object of our affection. The vision in the summer dress who dances barefoot in the sand and renders a sight of both enchanting ecstasy, and hopeless despair. For the movie character Hermi those dreams turned suddenly into reality one night. But the very next morning turned to into an emptiness that would last through all the seasons of his remaining life. The background noises of summer rise far above the sounds of any other competing season. The pace of your heart gets into a rhythm of waves crashing, clubs meeting balls, crickets humming, and sailboats casting their sail on the reflections of turquoise lakes. The hanging willows distinctly separate the shade from the from bright light of the sun. And while our bodies want to soak in as much of the suns energy while it lasts the shade is a soothing place to seek refuge and calculate our next move.

When summer moves past the solstice the days begin to grow shorter as the “dog days of summer “approach.  Soon will come “summers official” holiday celebrating the birth of the United States of America. A day, that in the year 1776, a group of revolutionary colonists signed a Declaration of Independence cutting the chord of their mother (Great Britain). The Fourth of July to this day remains the center piece of independence, freedom, and all things summer. The prep work of the fireflies in June are the prelude to a huge firework display. In the summer of 1942 American young men were being sent to Europe to combat forces of evil, doing their best to protect the freedoms of the individual sovereignty declared in the Declaration of Independence. Many of these young men would not return to take in the summer of 1943. For the likes of Hermi and his summer running mates, who by fortunate timing, did not have to make the ultimate sacrifice associated with storming beaches abroad. Hermi, Benji and Oscy did not lose their lives, or any limbs, only their innocence.

 In the summer of 1942 America escalated its war efforts due east,  “over there”. Hermi would spend that summer out of sight of the fight, exploring an island on the New England Sound as a 15-year-old coming of age. By only a couple of years Benji, and his peers had been 3 years too early to carry weapons on the beaches of Omaha and Normandy. Their main concern on soft summer days was sneaking into pharmacies seeking contraceptives to protect themselves from sexual conquests that were unlikely to come to pass.

The Summer of 1942 has seen 82 summers past as we move towards the canicular days of 2024. Not much has changed about the design of summer in that stretch of years. The environmentalists tell us the earth is getting hotter and dooms day is just around the corner. In the summer of Herman Raucher’s youth, it was the Nazis, or the Communists that were the boogie man. In the summer of 2024, it is mostly the enemies within us that have become our most feared opponents. But the foes of our present still must step aside when we arrive at the summer solstice and past the fourth of July. In the movie ‘Summer of 42’ the main character (Hermie) is up to the normal tomfoolery of a summer in a beach community. During Hermie’s summer explorations he falls for an older woman whose husband has gone off to make the supreme sacrifice. When we look back into the past, we can see parallel events of today to answer questions as to the why’s of the present and prognostications of our future. The average temperatures on the Nantucket sound are similar in the summer of 2024 as they were in the summer of 1942. Teenage boys and girls still search the summer nights for romance, and sunsets of orange fire don’t have a care for what calendar year it is. The bombs still fly on the other side of the pond, but just like the summer of 1942 when the whole world was at war and in peril, there were discerns of guiltlessness to be found. In the incorruptibility of our summer youth the magic floats in front of our eyes as the storm clouds build up fast and dump the wrath of nature upon our nurturing. For Hermi, like the stories of many teens, the summer was a sudden lesson on the frailties of our lives and how fast all can be found, and then lost.

At the end of the movie “Summer of 42” Hermi recollects all the experience he has gained in the summer that was now behind him. Still, hauntingly he tries to come to terms with all that has transpired. Hermi discovered the summer wishes us goods things. It heightens every sensation to an intensity that will never be found in other seasons. At the same time Hermi learned the ecstasy that can go along with love sometimes evaporates faster than any anxiety waiting for it to be delivered. Yes, summer can guide us to the wonder of it all and eventually leave us standing desperately alone when the subtle shift of the wind turns to fall. We all have those summer moments that will stay with us no matter what life dishes out in the isolated winters of our lives. Raucher wrote his Academy Award screenplay about his summer coming of age story in 1971, 30 years after spending the summer on the Massachusetts beach with his aunt and uncle. His bittersweet story centered around the night he spent with the young lady of his dreams, (Dorothy.. played stunningly by Jennifer O’Neill) the same day of her discovering her fiancé had become a casualty of war. Hermi is the narrator who takes us through a summer on the Nantucket sound in the eyes of a 15-year-old and his two buddies (Oski and Benji) in the year 1942. As we head directly into the summer of 2024 the circumstance of the world is quite like Hermi all those years ago. The young men and women coming of age still can relate to the same arousing energy as all the summers that came before.

“The summer knows, the summer’s wise, she sees the doubt within your eyes.” In beginning days of the summer of 2024, the 15-year-olds are still running in the lawns and sandy beaches chasing elusive fireflies. In Hermie’s case the fireflies morphed into the sharp arrow of a love that would penetrate his soul like no other ever would. We all have a summer of “42”.  Was it the time at your relative’s cabin, or local watering hole, or Long Beach Island, or maybe a lake in the Catskills?  As we tread timidly into the summer of 2024 another reckoning of lost innocence presents itself. In the real-world Herman Raucher had his first experience with romance in a beach house on the Nantucket sound.. A summer that built into a confusing end of bittersweet permanence. Hermi would never she the object of his adolescent affection again. The War across the Atlantic would end three summers later, and the summers retuned to some sort of normalcy for the entire world. Watching the ‘Summer of 42’ is sure to bring a tear to your eye. It is sure to bring you back to the summer place where you seemed to jump far ahead while at the same time leaving the most tender parts of you in scrapbooks. In the last scene of the movie Hermi looks at the house of his summer fling before turning to join his friends Oski and Benji back at the beach. The narrator tells us ‘I never saw Dorothy again or learned of what became of her.”  “And if we’ve learned our lessons well there is little more for her to tell.” As we dive into the summer of 2024 there is still hope that maybe, just maybe this will be the summer we find it all.

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